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wwwww
but this volume phenomenon
it doesnt seem xxx
yes some was
but it seems more interactive sometimes
even these things i smell
sometimes its so weird
i thought about dr pepper
then promptly smelled it
only dr pepper
and my body is just not normal
who does that?
before my foot auto touched the eyes manual box to remind me to train my eyes
who does this?
before too m big toe gently touched my
glass
parasites in me or what?
my hand before auto grabbed the charger cable i didnt even look,
i thought about it
because its my automaton on no i didnt think about it
it just did whats best for me
so so weird
and this phone
gets more interactive bs the day
i even perceive this cursor as more gentle soft and loving seriously
like with more detail
and this music sometimes really is weird
its tied to my actions like before
i laughed it laughed with me
consequences for ANYONE in my life but me? no
still none
why
should
i care about seriously ANYTHING anymore?
then these criminals say youre destroyinf your life
what? they did
everyone else did
DU HESCHES I DE HAND HAHAHAHAAH
i did a lot this year
even more to help mankind
did it get me anything?
no even more xxx
???
its just more xxx
who cares
its funny
again, i solved it all
listen to the song
it primes human brains and prepares them
for higher cognition
in many dimensions
i wake up and tinnitus
seems energy related
3am seems spiritual too...
to communicate with others
seemed like angels and fae present again
and now i immediately cry again
feel energy again in back
no idea why i get nosebleeds during sleep
timeline crossings maybe
blow out nose
immediate energy release
no idea why mafia ruined my life
even mafia doesnt apparently
they said many times im free oh the boss said hes free
even implied my family bought my freedom
just listen
it really feels like what id do
sun tzu said
only go to war and fight if youve already won
and thats what i did
and immediately energy
simran was one weirdo too
why come?
it seemed again she really wanted kids
with me she even said she knee what names the kids should have
we sat somewhere else because a weirdo
came and she said ty
she said lets go away from the sun for me
so i dont get burnt
she said others are mad at her because she only showed her face, she was slightly fat
i said well its weird and all but fine i guess theres important stuff
she kept saying some xxxd her for her nose and whether she should have it fixed, no idea
if that was a lie?
seemed honest? i said no its fine looks great who cares and she said yeah right? its my culture
she went insane sometimes too
weirdo,
cute though
showed me bubble tea
yoga
no idea why she left
as if she was waiting for me to make a move
taught me uwc and zis
couldve talked normally and stayed
even as friends seriously
talked about this french banker she had a first date with who didnt even know
where the banking world originated
and that he cooked dinner for her on the first date at his place
medici, france
she meant me apparently
so she wanted me to cook dinner for her on the first date
i just got jealous and sad
listen again
love
songs
pure
love
they always say jealousy is bad in a relationship but why
ofc id get jealous if i didnt i wouldnt love her
oana once even said yes well indidnt because you said youd get jealous
she even said yea i got jealous many times
so i said
why didnt you say so
even before
who did that?
i wanted to take that nachtkerzenoel
and my hand insta took lonolox as if to tell me this is more important
halt hunziker used to be the hacker on this phone? got hacked away? hope shes ok
wtf
now my finger was glowing inside like when you shine a lamp through it
the more they xxx me
the more people will get hurt
its as simple as that
i pay
every month
for that xxx
i can just wait outside with my axe
and kill every upstairs neighbour coming out if theyd rather prefer that?
this xxx phone and its hackers have proven many times
they are not better than any other vermin on this xxx planet
du maschsch no dis ganze lebe kaputt
(after they themselves ruined it all)
after being tortured for weeks
xxx raped and insulted by every woman ever
no gf ever
ill never have kids
no friends ever
sozialamt
after working 400
hours overtime
underpaid
studied 7 years for nothing
wasted my 20s for nothing
now i get to watch the biggest 
with pretty wife kids house and lots of money friends
fucking every fucking day
while
i saved the entire t universe
and got nothing in return
when i have to go to kesb
ill
slice that up
you hackers
will be killed too
i pay for 5g
you fucking vermin xxx
why exactly
do i have to do all this?
my vpn should work
5g should work
always
when my stuff gets hacked apple should fix it
nobody is allowed to steal my 
this ganze lebe kaputt? hahahhahah
crossroads! what? its
always been like this
just ignore everyone
as always
everyone thinking they know better
its abuse
all of it
because nobody gives a s
so why should i?
spotify and every other  helper
has repeatedly proven their xxx
the police is a bunch of xxx too
theres plenty of proof
what happens?
nothing
amacher can come back in here anytime she wants
ill just decapitate that s whore
those sdouble coughers will have their entire family tree eradicated
all of them
there
their fault
see
what sane person enters a building at 5am?
once i leave
they can all have fun in this building with the criminals here
who ruined the entirety of metropol? them
all of them
i can buy even more cameras
after being mad:
felt my heart again
even flashes like lightning before on keyboard too
strong energy in eyes
who is happy here anymore? nobody
they including amacher and the others ruined it all
then they give me the fault
why go to post to pick up my stuff
its abuse on purpose
cmon they yelled for a year at 3am too
THEY ruined it
not me
everyone here had a choice
throw them out
or me
now have fun with weirdos at 3am scaring children
its just nightmares
remember
im sleeping at night
use every abuse of theirs against them
why look at any woman ever again
after all theyve done
oh suddenly
at 36
they act like oh ok weird i think thats not nice
and this phone is very weird
its as if when i think of her it reacts with joy
the light in here now seems very weird
it doesnt just get brighter
it gets darker too
interacting with it seemingly
my tinnitus beats with my heart
so before they tried to make me quiet
and now theyre loud themselves
who gets up at 5.30 on a sunday?
who does this with the thought control then? no idea who those weirdos are
just ignore the xxx
their advice is gym running and...? nothing
try to move to naefels or biel
nothing else matters this year
the spotify xxx will disappear too one day
or ill just strike them from all timelines
even eva at glkb said weird things:
oh these muscles look like wings on your back and she even touched them wtf? if this is a joke its a very very distasteful one
she once said oh thats why you open the doors with schwung
well write it down anyway
i write that about not being an angel
instantly one hugs my heart
and now i cry
this is one great band
i loginto my laptop
at exactly 7:28
my supposed birth time
martina felt like she came because she thought im a good guy
made me obedient
got what she wanted
then left
she is ceo now
fucked nonstop
never worked
got my child
no consequences
didnt have to do a phd
got
my good stuff and money and a good apartment
oana was different though she even yelled and said look after YOU first and SHE is sacrificing herself for you
guess we sacrificed each other
only stalkers yes
not realizing theyll be dealt with
what is this ghost like thing i see flying around here sometimes
djinn gave me a chocolate heart? apparentlx
air spirit something shiny for the djinn
see
the xxx? what im replacing it with
this is true leadership
they have fragments of my memories implanted in them
it was necessary